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September 10 Why don't you pick up the phone and dial up my number? My theory is if you look confident, you can pull off anything. Even if you have n oclue what your doing.
 The most important thing in life is to find yourself. Know who you are at all times, and stand by it at all times.
    August 31 can't live, can't breathe with no air...ever have one of those days
where you hate the world, & anything that happens, even dropping your pen, you wanna break down & cry from the bottom of my heart ..
im sorry .. that your such a fucking idiot & behind every "just kidding"
is a little bit of truth I dont blame you I want a guy that I can go to with
August 20 illusions..Sometimes she just wants to sleep all day because her dreams are the only things that keep her hopes up.
I mean, sure, you seemed perfect. But illusions are just that.. illusions.
Before I die, I only want one thing.. I want to love, and be loved with as much force as possible.
Because, I will not die without knowing that I was loved. And walking away was the hardest thing I ever had to do in my life, it absolutley destroyed me, but in a weird way it saved me...
August 17 i know exactly what i want... What most people need to learn in life is
how to love people and use things instead of using people and loving things   And now I'm tired of waking alone in the night Faking nothing is wrong when nothing is right
August 15 walk away...I'm careless and I'm cruel, but I'm still easily bruised. I'm so tired of lying about it. I'm not bullet proof.
It's better to laugh about nothing than to cry about everything
 I hope one day you understand... a girl on each arm doesn't make you a man
Everyone promises they care until someone better comes along.
I want something to make me feel whole. I want something to make me feel complete. I want a reason to put on my makeup in the morning. I want a reason to set aside 45 minutes to do my hair. I want a reason to not wear pajamas all the time. I want a reason to actually care
 it's hard to believe we aren't those kids anymore,
almost as hard as it is to believe we ever were. No one can tell. It's kind of funny; it's really rather sad. You can walk around like normal, but feel like you're dying. Or like you're already dead. You can fake a smile and a laugh, and when your voice cracks, well, it's only in your head. You're the only one that hears it. People can be so naive. It still shocks me how no one notices.
shes a little scared to get close
to anyone cause everyone that said, "i'll always be here for you", left.  August 09 stick with me through whatever?It's the simple things in life, like when and were...
 Sweetheart, you can't bullshit me. See, I've lied to
myself enough to know when someone else is doing it. So, let's try this again, and how about the truth this time.  and the problem is,
you still see me as who I was not who I am now  i'm used to it though,
i've got the pattern down. i like him, he doesn't like me. i get over it, it's just easier that way  she knew better, but
her crazy heart didn't.   August 02 when everythings right...July 26 griefGrief is like the ocean; It comes
on waves ebbing and flowing. Sometimes the water is calm, & sometimes it is overwhelming. All we can do is learn to swim. July 20 Quiz[01] Do you ever wonder what your ex is up to?
Nope [02] Have u ever been given flowers? Nope [03] What is your all-time favorite romance movie? A walk to remember [04] Have you ever had a long distence relationship? Nah [05]Do you believe in this saying-What goes around comes around? Yeah deffo [06]Do you want to get married? Nope [07] How many kids do you want to have? 2-3 [08] Whats your favorite color? Pink or red [09] Who was the last person you held hands with? Hannah [10] Do you believe in love at first sight? Its not love..its lust! [11] Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? No, he is a fucking tit...just like the rest of them!! [12] At what age did you start noticing the opposite gender? I dunno really. 10! [13] Do you still love your ex? No if I did we would have problems! [14] Do you know someone who likes you? Nope [15] Do you like/love anyone? Nope [16] Do they know you like/love them? n/a [17] Would you kiss anyone on your top friends ? I have done lol! QuizDo you eat at the table as a family?
Nope just sit in the living room :) What is your favorite kind of jelly? Strawberry Who would win out of a fight between Paris Hilton & Jessica Simpson? Jessica Simpson cause Paris would just snap like a twig! What would you do if you could stop time? I dunno really loads of stuff...probably just walk round in bewilderment for ages and ages! lol! IF you could make up a law what would that law be? That everyone who cheats on their partner (long term) must serve a six month stint in jail lol! If you were a movie star and had to change your name what name would you pick? Misty Rose haha! I dunno y! If you could play for any sports team what team would you pick? LIVERPOOL!!! If you could sell out one of your friends for a million dollars would you? Yeah lol! Nah onli messin don't think I could really. What would you do if you saw someone harm one of your kids? I haven't got any yet... Do you think people treat you the way you should be treated? Not everyone obv, because some people are just arrogant knobs...but most people do! Do you treat people the way they should be treated? Yeah I do. I respect everyone and always give them a first chance (no seconds tho) If you could get rid of one thing in the world what would it be? Spiders! Whats one object you just couldnt live without? My family, do they count as an object? If not then my mp3! What would you do if you saw a ghost? I dunno, probs be scared! What would you do if you saw an alien? I don't believe in them, so I don't think I ever will. What would you do if you saw an angel? Ask her lots of advice. Describe the best date you have been on? I haven't ever been on a best date. They have all been pretty crap! lol! Favorite candle scent? I hate scented candles cause they make me sneeze! Is it easy to confuse you? Of course! Have you ever fallen down stairs? Loads Do you know your parents wedding song? They never married! Are you religious? Sort of How do you like your eggs? Scrambled First alcoholic drink? WKD haha Whats the story behind your display pic on myspace? Me and the sister messing about when we got a camera Favorite brand of clothing? Don't really like brand clothing Do all good things come to an end? Sadly yeah What is your earliest memory? Eating a bannana split with my nan in teneriffe when I was like 3. Do you know the Soulja Boy dance? No but my mum does LMAO!! Who do you support? LIVERPOOL!!!!!! Any plans this weekend? Nope just work What cell phone do you have? Nokia slide Do you watch far too much tv? Nope Who was your last text from? Pam Do you get along with your parents? My mum yeah :) Anything you want to accomplish? Yeah there are loads of things...just give it time! How many pillows do you sleep with? 1 What do you find most of in your room? Amongst the mess, shoes and clothes :) Who is your neighbor across the street? I dunno some old woman and man who always say hello even tho I don't no who the hell they are. They seem to know an awful lot about me aswell! What is your favorite method of exercise? Doing frig all lol! What is the longest you have been in the car for a roadtrip? I dunno 6 hours I think... Who is your favorite celebrity ever? Erm...I dunno really. There are loads I like, but I don't really love them! What would you like your tombstone to say? DEAD! lol! Nah I dunno! How often do you get a haircut? Not as often as I should! What was the last cartoon you watched? Family Guy What would you like to have for your next meal? I dunno I fancy KFC! Ever rode a motorcycle? I have indeed :):) If you could paint something on a water tower, what would it say? Water tower...plain and simple lol! July 04 Live...laugh..learn...loveyou know you're better than that,
so put the past behind you. you just gave so much to someone who never really deserved it.  No girl should ever forget that
She doesn't need anyone Who doesn't need her  sometimes the most horrible days can teach
you something, even when you didn't want to learn it July 03 Never look back...Tomorrow never comes....No matter what happens, life still goes on.
You have to know that. Stop hanging on. Let go & move on.  You can close your eyes to the
things you do not want to see, but you cannot close your heart to the things you do not want to feel. The best friends are the ones that you
don't have to talk to everyday, who understand why you didn't take their advice to not call him or why you keep going back to him again. The ones who call you at 4am to let you know they're drunk, who listen when they've heard the same story a thousand times, the ones who call just to say hi. & whether you're dancing on the table or passed out drunk, they'll turn and say, "hell yeah, that's my best friend." Never look back, because then you will miss out on the things in front of you...
 June 22 What is the reason?Its funny how you can even take
some ones voice for granted, and in the end, that voice. it just echoes memories. straight back to you.  When you love someone so deeply, they become your life
 I have learnt that beauty has to flourish in the light...
 A song,
can take you instantly back to a moment, a place, or even a person. no matter what else has changed in you or the world; that one song stays the same. just like that moment.  everything happens for a reason
but the hard part is finding out what that reason is  June 14 Bitching!! You really think your something special dont you?
Yeah you got the looks, but baby thats all you got.  People seem to think they can bitch and I won't find out..but surely they are smarter than that...the same people you bitch with, bitch to me about you. So at the end of the day none of us like each other. But you pretend to be friends. Well fuck you all!
June 13 Fly away...It's not a lie if you believe it...It's not a mistake if you always repeat it
 Advice is what you ask for when you the answer..you just wish you didn't
 There memories in my diary. The past. You can tell me i've changed and I can say fuck you. You NEVER knew me to begin with.
 Don't let the sadness of your past and the fear of your future, ruin the magic of your present.
 Keep in mind you little immature boy. I was the one that stuck by you while everyone else walked away. I was the one who put up with all your shit, when no-one else could. I was the one who loved you, when you couldn't even love yourself. I was the one who got hurt, when you were playing your little fucking game.
 Don't base your decisions on the advice of people who don't have to deal with the results.
 Fly away....
June 11 Couple og quizzesWould it hurt seeing someone kiss with the last guy you kissed? Last person who called you?
ANOREXIA ADHD BIPOLAR DISORDER CONDUCT DISORDER DEPRESSION OCD SCHIZOPHRENIA I am pretty balanced then between all these things lol!
Live right now!So choose carefully if you want her tell her
because once shes gone   Live right now; just be yourself. it doesn't matter if it's good enough for someone else
I miss you Nannie (I love you)There is so much more left to say, if you were with me today, face to face
 I never knew I could hurt like this...
 I miss you Nannie
 And you never got a chance to see how good I've done
 I remember when you used to took me in at night...
 I thought you were so strong, you'd make it through whatever, it's so hard to accept the fact your gone forever.
 We will never say "Bye" |
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