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April 28 I've changed...I’ve changed so much lately. Every single
day I wake up different. I feel like I’m fading with each step. All everyone else sees are smiles. They say I’m doing much better. I know I’m doing much worse. & she may say she doesn't care
but her heart tells a whole different story. When you like someone,
everyone tells you that you should tell them because maybe they like you too. They dont realise how incredibly hard it is, becuase if they dont like you than you lose all your chances. Even the chance of just being good friends. i want to go back
way back to when nothing mattered but what color the crayon was you were coloring with April 26 Let them think what they want...w a i t i n g on the w o r l d to c h a n g e.«
 Rockstar  when it comes ({down}) to it,
let them think what they want if they with what (i) do, i'm already better than them anyways <3 April 25 she is not...don't let somebody else
create you, because once they do, they can totally destroy you.  tr u t h o r d a r e
truth; tell me how you feel dare; prove it. i'm still young;
i've got pleanty more boys to see & pleanty more girls to piss off Since when did being different
Become something bad, Speaking your mind is now offensive, Asking for honesty gets you lies. Since when do we change for people? & since when do we ask the least From the people we expect the most from. Since when has my world turned upsidedown?  You're only young once, so be bad, break the rules, get caught... & make it count.
don't hold my hand
if you aren't willing to take everything that comes with it. Tough people weren't just
born like that, they're made when no one was there for them to wipe away their tears. but when i look in the mirror, i see a girl who's been
through so much, and yet, still finds a way to smile at the past. she still loves with all her heart, or what's left of it. and when you see her walking in the hallway i can guarentee you she'll have her head up high faking a smile just one last time. and for all those people who try to break her, trust me, you never will & it's those days you wish you had a boyfriend to cuddle with, hold hands, kiss, and tell him everything. Or just by looking at him and knowing you mean the world to him & he loves you with all of his heart. It's those days you have to wish for a fantasy to become reality, the days when all you want is him to love you.
She's completely unexplainable.
You think she's a good girl, but when you get to know her, she's everything. She's crazy; she's funny; she's honest. And you'll never know what she will do next. She's not the type of girl to wait by the
April 18 the only thing...the only thing i really want right now
is a guy that will be my real reason to stay because im so tired of running away  you may not end up where you thought you be,
but you always end up where youre meant to be.  i hate how my heart starts racing when i see him.
and how my words just dont come out right. i feel sorry for anyone thats never felt it, though.
April 16 Hope..Hope for the best, expect the worst.
Here's a toast ;
To the good days, the better friends. The ones that you just can't live without. The people that have taught you how to party, how to live, how to have a good time just sitting around. Here is to the people that, no matter how bad things seem, are going to be there for you to lean back on and catch you if you fall.  I love Mario so much :):)
  Charmander is class :)
 theres a difference between
pretty & beautiful. when someone is pretty, they have a good appearance & when someone is beautiful they shine on the inside & out. Ok,so I don't know what to do....need help. I want to ask someone out or give them my number or something. Anything to let them know I like them. But I don't know how to go about it. The advice people have gave me is great, but I could never use it. Wish I had the confidence to! So please if you read this, give me some hints. I have never asked anyone out and I have never had a proper boyfriend really, so kind of a newbie at this stuff lol!!! Help!! xxxx
tell the world... sometimes its hard to understand at first why people do the things they do, so you have to keep calm, keep your head level and not get angry, which never really helps in any situation. later on you may realize why they did a certain thing and it may not always be for the right reason but either way you did you what you thought was best. staying true is important.
when you're mad youll make
the best hate speech youll ever regret. you're not the only reason why i smile.
but youre sure as hell my favorite [:   April 14 surveyone. will you answer every question honestly?
HARDER. VERY PERSONAL. SECRETS. SHOCKING. Quotes&& I wished upon a star for someone to love,
I guess i forgot to mention, that i wanted them to love me back.  Every time i try to give up, hope whispers...
"one more try" I have never fell so hard so fast....
She fools all of her friends into thinking shes so strong.
but she still sleeps with the light on. Dear Heart,
be prepared... I'm starting to like someone again. Its so much easier to say you don't care ,
then to explain all of the reason why you do. All you have to do is ask and I am all yours...not a second thought
April 11 So much i wish..If you aren't willing to put up with a little pain,
you won't go far. If it’s not worth the wait, it’s not worth it at all.
It's easy to forget how perfectly life works out. There's so much I wish I could tell you. I just don't know how. I really like him!!!! OMG!! It's doing my head in. I just need a way to tell him. I am so not good with things like this. At all. But he just makes me smile. I can be having the shittest day ever, but when he walks through that door, everything is ok. And he probably doesn't even think twice about me!!! Need to get someone to say something. Cause I am a wuss!!! lol! Right going to get someone to tell him tommorow, when I am off! lol! Anways bye for now xxxxxxxxxxxxx Rant...If you don't go after what you want
you'll If you don't ask, the answer is always No. If you don't step forward you're always in the same place. I'm not perfect,
not even close. && I'm okay with that. There's no room for sparks;
show her lightning. I have learned now that
while those who speak about one's miseries usually hurt, those who keep silent hurt more. How can he say he misses me, when he doesn't even know me?
Here she goes again.
she swallows her tears. puts her heart on her sleeve & acts like the girl that everyone else wants her to be. It is a sad fact of life that people see beauty as something that is on the outside, but some of the most "beautiful" people I know have the ugliest personality...
Sometimes I confuse myself....so I don't know how to explain how I feel to you
I wanted a fairytale...sweet words, random texts to say hello, asking to hold my hand, kissing me like he meant it, not being embarresed by me...but then I found it...and now I am not so sure thats what I want anymore...
When he walks my way I feel instantly sick...not a bad sick...butterflies in stomach sick..and I can't even look at him..when I spoke to him, my whole world seemed to stop and it was just us two...
Men really are like buses....you wait for one for so long, then three come at once!!! Typical!!
Some fella left me a comment the other day telling me I wasn't beautiful like I said I was, but I don't once remember saying I was, because if anyone knows that I am not it's me. It still hurt tho. And when I told people they just said he was pathetic, which he is. But all the same it still hurt. Why do we live in a world with other peoples insecurities are always picked at? It does my head in...anyway I just want to point out to anyone else who wanted to have a dig, that my name "Beautifully Broken" is actually the name of an Ashlee Simpson song and is implied to the hurt inside not outside!! Rant over anyways.
And yeah if you are going to leave nasty comments feel free, but if thats what you have to do to make yourself feel better I suggest you look at how "Beautiful" you are!!!
Loren xxxx
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